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4/25/2009
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| i'm always looking into horoscopes for compatibilities in relationships. (for me, it usually works most of the time.)
like this:
"Cancer/Cancer
Their match will result in a very intimate, steady, reliable, loving and protective relationship. However, both of them are prone to mood swings too and if, by any chance, they end up having sullen mood at the same time, there will be no one to create a cheerful atmosphere. Even too much emotion can make practical thinking quite difficult. A Cancer-Cancer love match can go either way. Either, it will be very loving, comforting and cozy, or it will be extremely sarcastic, bitter, clingy and sardonic.
Cancer Woman and Leo Man
A Leo man loves to spend his time as well as his love on someone who adores him and Cancer woman is one such person. He will make her feel secured, loved and protected. In turn, she will let him handle the reins and shower him with lots of attention and affection. He will feel flattered by her concern and will drown her in his passion. There will be no dearth of loyalty and commitment in this relationship. He will do anything to see her smile and she will go out of the way to make him feel admired.
Cancer Woman and Scorpio Man
The zodiac signs of Cancer and Scorpio show great chances of bonding. A Scorpio man is as full of passion as is a Cancer woman and this will ensure that there is no dearth of romance in this relationship. Infact, he can bring out all those feelings that she always tries to hide behind her tough shell. There will be no problem as far as loyalty and faithfulness is concerned, since neither of them is prone to wandering. He will make her feel protected and she will make him feel as the most important person in her life.
Cancer Woman and Pisces Man
Just like a Cancerian woman, a Piscean man also lives in a world that is ruled by emotions. He is full of passion and will shower her with love, romance, care and concern. He will be the perfect answer to her dreams of a 'Prince Charming', who will adore her and make her feel protected. In turn, she will give him the maximum importance in her life and make him very-very special. Their relationship will flow with mutual devotion. They just have to make sure to live in the real world and not turn a blind eye towards it.
Taurus Man and Cancer Woman
Taurus man and Cancer woman are one those few people who were meant to be together. Her imagination will always interest him and he, in turn, will find newer ways of romancing her. Both the individuals are very emotional and will fulfill each other's needs in this aspect. He wants a warm, cuddly home and she will always be willing to provide him that. On the other hand, his protective attitude will always give her the security she most desperately needs. The Bull is as devoted as the Crab and except for a few hiccups, the sailing will be smooth.
Cancer Woman and Capricorn Man
A Cancerian woman will have to coerce the Goat out of his hiding, so that he expresses his feelings openly. If she fails to do this, she will be living with a guy who loves her a lot, but is never ever able to tell her so. Even his too practical approach towards life will make her feel high and dry. On the other hand, he will not be able to understand her excessive emotions and compassion for others. Still, if both of you manage to respect each other's opinions, viewpoints and way of life, this match can turn out be a strong one.
Aries Man and Cancer Woman
The instability of an Aries man may not go down too well with a Cancer woman. His casual remarks might break her soft, vulnerable heart. She may shower him with too much love, care and concern, which may make him feel smothered. Her idea of a small, cozy love nest may not appeal to him much, while she may get too jealous if he throws admiring glances at other females. If an Aries man learns to provide her that emotional comfort every now and then and the Cancerian female learns to let him have his much-needed freedom, this relationship can work out very smoothly.
there's been certain amount of leo's coming into my life lately. promising, but overwhelming.
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| it's really hard to express words whenever i'm talking about myself instead of a fictional being, or an alter ego. third person sounds a lot better than first person, to me. (but i'll try anyway)
i'm confused with what to do with myself. with what i want in everything and anything. ideas like the meaning of fun and friendship somehow seem foreign to me now. i don't know why this is happening to me. and lately, i get into this braindead sensation where it feels like amnesia - i forget my daily functions of what to do. like driving a car, or tuning up the credit card machine. simple things that could be done through learning and memorization - i just forget them for a moment, and rememeber them again. i don't know why it happens, it just came to be that way.
sometimes, almost recent times, i forget about love. i forget about sympathy, pain, regret, affection. i remember bitterness; sourpussy feelings. like the world just became empty and still, caught by something familiar and yet unfamiliar. i feel strange. he, who has always been with me, cared for me- just seems so far away now. i become irritable, shy, and quiet in public sometimes with him. i see his face, and i don't feel warmth. just amusement. the pleasure of being with him is fading somehow, and i can't seem to stop myself from letting this happen. i see faces of other men in my life, curiosity is swallowing my vision. it's not temptation, it's wishful thinking. perhaps maturity has corrupted me with concepts of future planning: pampered with a better living, better financial situations, a kind of love that's actually ideally understandable.
you see, he provides me affection. feelings like love, admiration, lust, laughter. a temporary happiness. (the kind that high school girls would die for, the kind that virgin college girls yearn for, the kind a divorced mother would love to feel again.) but that's the only thing he can give me: affection. he can't give me anything else. & jealousy keeps knocking on our doors whenever i make certain friendships. it no longer feels mutual.
he promises things that will take a long time to do. a very long time. longer than my time. but i doubt that will really ever happen. he doesn't have the confidence.
time waits for no one.
& i don't have enough time, no, not for anything anymore.
(because this is how i chose to live)
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| so! i haven't posted here in awhile. almost forgot what my sole purpose here was, hahaha. . .
an update -
orgasmic lace artshits! notice the whiteness here. clearly subliminal spermage. More Here... | | |
| k while i still have internets (it's been dying on me nonstop wtf WHYYY) i'ma post some eye candy i've been feelin lately. hyori lee is definitely a sexy inspiration. been youtubing her lately. oh, so, sexy. for serious.  this is kinda old news, but still good news. creative swimsuits for japan2009's miss universe beauty pageant. GOOD NIGHT! ps. i can't wait for my bikini to arrive! it's coming really soon. like less than three days soon. yay yay!! | | |
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